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history was you and me the pilot act 3 🛩️

 should i even apologie for loving you?

was it that wrong

you were so special

we observerd that you made me humble

(humbled me)

she re-lit my flames

that was started by you

but now with a much smarter awareness 

of my surrounding

to keep an eye on

and to know who to trust


do me a favour

dont ever invite me to your wedding

(cause chaos there or me sad af)


ka hmangaih char char dawn che

a lem dawn em mai

duh duh huna kal san che ten


my best 3 friends 

the delusion

the opposer

and the audience


i love you still

between these reptiles

scaled covered friends

mistranslating passages between us


hmangaih loh hi iva han har em

kan luang liam ṭha leh zel mai sia

ka insawn tawh ka tih fel vek hnuah pawh


yeah she destroyed between us

and i let that happen

sorry if we ever had a chance


i KNOW what i felt for you was real

what the hell was i thinking 

i know my love for you is not wrong

i am allowed

i will die on this hill for loving you


chhuah re re suh

tiang i neih ngai awm ka hre ngai lo

i chin ṭhan zawng zawng i dah thla ve ka

amah vang in

hei hi ni lo ami hmangaina chu 


hepa hi chu ka chhuah dawn lo re re

a duh hnuhnung ver pawh ni ang hminga

ka nghak mai ang

until i die chu nep tê


i choose this crown of life

bibilically(him)


never mind

im nit sorry for loving you


tih ngaihna a hriat lo thelng ka zui dawn


khawvela hmeichhia zawng zawng hi thi ta vek se

chance ka nei ve thei angem


im never gonna let you go


mum, your boy is in love

for more than 3 months now


a ruk a ka hlim leh tuarna hi iva ni chiang tak


mark my words

typewriter a ka pp ka thlak tawh chuan

ka thinrim a hnai tihna a ni mai

ka ngeiawm vau dawn a brace yourself tihna deuh nih kha, ka plan lawk pawh ni lo, coincidence 


a vawikhatnan mi ka ngaizawng ve


dont pretend like you dont knkw why im happy... very


nidangah chuan over tih hi ka haw em em ṭhin a

mahse tunah tak kher hi chuan ngatanmah ka ngai lo


yeah she told me to never be pecimist about you, because i am just hurting myself 


not allowd to love ____ campaign 

(you post something you only like, unvommon like, but actually in reality, you do it for the✨


he fell first AND he fell harder

but eventually the other one fell as well

te han ti thei ila😭🤣


min duh ve tawh mai la

tak takah 

i free hunah aw

duh senior si💀


delu ṭha leh

inngaihnzawn hun a i zungbun ka bun hun tur te, mi tlem te hmuh theih chauh a story tur te.

inneih huna zungbun ka bun ve hun tur te


ka nghak reng mai ang

nang lo duh ka nei thei nem

khawvel mita thilr zau te chuan i aia ṭha an tam lutuk

mahse i mizia nge engnge ka hre lo

nangmah ang an awm theih ka ring lo


nuuu i fapa hi a move on tawh amaw ka intia

a luang liam ṭha leh

"eeee tunge aaa"

non of your business 

(puts down phone as if thT sas the only reason he called his busy mother)


i knew what i was in for from the start


you know what

i am happy for you (marry someone)

midang pawh ka nei ve thei alawm

mahse ka ngahk reng mai dawn che a ni

wbk, we sign up for this

but ill wait for ever if it takes him that long 



ngaihdam ka dil hman ang tih ka van hlau em

ṭhian chauh nih ka duh re re lo😆

i duh tak tak a ni lo tih i hriat chhauh hunah chuanka lo la awm reng ang 


another thing for you...

socks are my kryptonite

never ever wear then around me

ever... or ill go ferile


mimawlpa

i tel lo te chuan hlim ka duh re re hlei nem


i'll wait forever if that's how long it's going to take


a hrilh tu che khan a duh che tih i hrethiam lo vem ni?

she was caught red handed

twice... no trice


this is not just a crush this is love I know the difference


my love has layers and i am at the center of the earth


yes i have lost of crush

but this is love 


in inṭhen hunah min ngaihtuah thleng ve angem le


ill wait until youre tired of all the remaining girls after youre done with alll of them


3 people khows

1 knows how

1 knows how deep

1 knows how i still love un despite the circumstances

and shesliving for the tea


my bed was right next to you

and you did that


ill relit the moments every chances i get.

the heat of the moments


u dont have to tell me in big letters in pictures


he really knows how to treat a songwriter

he played very cautious

as if he saw the invisible dominos

that i could have caused

again... the smartest man i know


i hated gold unit it hung around your neck


exam dawn a kan buai dun lai te kha ka ngai


as a writer, 

i couldnt write myself into your heart


a dang ka duh leh duh loh lam a ni lo

an tam lutuk tih chu keipawn ka hria

mahse hei kher hi ka du


rawn harh chhak la

Mizorama ka awm duh chhan han ni teh

ka tetlai atang a chhauh ka chak tawh si a


kumkhua leh a aia tam ka nghak mai ang


no one laughed at my joke

then you bargded in to kill the silence

but they were right

i was in love eith you


sec exam dawn sia min ngai ngawt ang👀

hmangaihna nen ka note ka rawn than ṭhin sia

tuu mah nangmah angin ka duhsak phal bawk si lova


inṭhen ang vel kan ni

tinge khatitehfahrana college a mi en

mi ten viau ami?


kekawn zuih chia ka ha ṭhin a

tunah chuan a hnung lam pawh ka chuh ve ta


im camping outside this relationship 

the one u mentioned

and i loved the idea2



but i have already given you my everything 🥺i have nothing left


sometimes i just wanna hug you

just to see your reaction 


because im not lying 

i love you that much


what if he kissed me

in the end of college

just for good luck

and nothing further 


arcadia... remember?

(youll love him even when you forget)

remember that you loved me in the past🛩️

i didn't say we were lovers

but you loved me

and i loved you 


ill take you for all your mistakes 

its not like i dont have one either


he knows that i was gonna be a character 

he already has my number 

i was the one who fell behind 

but its all good now


you inspired me so much

it could last me lifetime 


i fing viau dawn emaw ka tia

tinge ka duh zia te kha i hriat loh


whats so wrong of me loving you from the side


muanpuia gay lover😖😫😆


in another life ah tal aw


i saw someone flying high in the sky🛩️

notices something moving between the stars. day and night, why has he never seen it before that specific time... must be love at first sight because he loves that moving star

where have you been

maybe i have never looked at the sky

i looked for everywhere but the sky

at the land and sea


i looked everywhere 

the land and the sea

oh but never at the sky


i mean there was no suspecion

the way i looked like to you at all?

no youre lying


thank you for protecting me if that was your intentions 


i couldnt shut up about you if anyone asks


i am proud of loving you

shamelessly

because it was so pure and innocent

and its holy


but having you ignore me was so heartbreaking


it was beyond art


ti deuh tawp mai ange

star che hi a manhla lutuk


my phone case started cracking like my heart, ever since the day i tried to leave you.

more and more but i still wouldnt throw it away. i held your passport size photo that you gave me. i hope you never regret it


no wine couldve put us both out of our myseries

thats me but what about you

will you still come to my dead bed

if thats was my last request 


after that news hit your phone

i was wondering am i still your favourite 


oh do i have a song for you 


min duh reu lutk ve la😫


wanna grab a gun 

and shoot you on your tighs


i dont regret the time i spent 

on you, for you or with you


in terms of relationship 

having you was the best thing since i dont know when


i loved you and there is nothing you can do about it


ti em em a hmingchhiat hi ka la nei lo

min ngaina ve tak tak anih dawn hi


i missed(2) you like a train that i have to broad in one of my daydream 

i dont know what to do

i missed you like a train

there was nothing i could do


ill revisit that place for old time sake

same day.

it was where i feel in love


ka move on dawn lo

ka thu a ni lo


i missed you like a train

there was nothing i could do


induh tawk in ka star tawh ang😤

induh deuhin ka star tawh ang😤


this is a eulogy to the lover boy

who has no idea what love was

because what he felt was so new


we broke up sooner than expected 

but why am i not surprised 

i was exhausted for keeping it hidden 

it was driving me insane

thank god 

now that its finally out

i can rest in peace 


it was all good but i don't want to be friends anymore 


"dont look at me like u got something to say"

"oh yeah, well you've been nothing lately"


you seem good without me are you good without me are you really good without me qq


i hope ql is the last place i see you


you started with my diary. (wehn i wrote it you spawned/)


you have your friends i have mine

guess who im talking about 

that was the first time she betrayed her best friend 


he thil vang hian engzat nge inphatsan?


I met you on a train.


look who you lost

is there a remorse for iymt


you have your sources so do I 

betraying each other left and right


hoping ever message was from you

but it never came


i was the only one close to the star


crush mai mai a ni lo

ka nei thei dawn lo che tih a tir aṭang ka hre tawh.

mahse tinge ka hre lo, a ngaih in ka ngai ngawih ngawih che hi ka mang a ang 


im guessing she also loves taylor swift 

i have to praise this gril for her taste


i grabbed you out of thin air


i know my directions

but you were a good distraction

that i dont mind staying in shores


lunglenna ata min chhan tih i hre lo vem ni?


ka relate phal lo a mahse kei bak bak a relate tur chuang an awm lo. lunglenna/malna aṭang min chhan chiang em a ni.

min sawm ve lo seng chuan kar 1 tawp kha zanah lehkha ka lo zir bik awm sia nga


hang tight for this specific life

we wait for reincarnation

if not born the way ud want me

id really blame Father


cant stop loving you

wont stop loving you 


please say something 

its not suppose to end like this

it cannot end like this


AFTER PERFORMANCE 💜 enchanted screenshot "and i meant that shit"

i know its a cliche but

this love song really reminded me of u

because i was enchanted to meet you


ka inrinloh hlanin i liam ta mai si


in sure ill get it clean


you messed up my mind like euler did


if i could pull the lever to restart

that damm handle would be broken

and im not so sure if i would want to do that all over again


tuipui tla anga hmangaihna ka hak bawh bawh lai pawn hla phuah thei a ka awm hi ka hlim a ni. kan thih hunah chuan tuman ngatan mah kan ngai tawh lo ve ve thei ang. mahse ka hmangaihna hi art angin a la awm reng dawn si.


in the end it was not who i lost, 

it was what i gained for the art of living

and by some chance of redemption, 

that was everything i wanted since genesis


ive never fall from this height

so i didnt know how ti react

an exaggerated scream as I went down because what was I supposed to do


eew wtf. what was i thinking 


i hope youre smart enough to run


in minor teacher pawn ka thiam zia a hria.

vawinah pawh chinchang mi zawh nghe nghe kha


are there rivals or friends nobody knows


performative? sure😒but f*ck i was in hell for the last 3 months


your remarks were never good I was just blind to see them


3 months is enough time to move on for your loss for something that you will never have


my friends know how much i love you

but i should know better


hepa over dan hi min ti hrim hrim

a ho e, mi pakhat chauh hmangaih ka inphal ve a, a downhill em em mai leh ngha


i hated how delusional i was


ka tlawm, ka peih tawh lo


hrim hrimah tinge i thiante hian thudik ka hriat tawh hnu pawn an la tan tlat che a ...

engtin nge an chuangah iva tih

mahse kum engzat nge in lo inzui tawh ah khan a innghat khawp mai

thian angin la inkawm thobula te an tia

mahse kawm pawh min kawm tawh duh loh kha

hei hi min tih ṭah tawp ber na ni rawh se.

mahse ka tuar na ngawt ang.

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