Aldrin's writings

 isolated, away from anyone the road is next to you but you have that gold green and blue poarch step right next them you write something  you paint something  you are an artist  that cheap yet cosy lifestyle  its summer but you were cold so you put on your sweater  the kettle has your tea you are okay if noone finds you because you find the beauty of it all you were alone and yet never lonely the celebration on a movie when the screens move slow

Page 1: Letter  I can see us somewhere really far As far as the time can clock For once, just this once Stop myself  asking, "what if something goes wrong" Reveal of what I truly want As this is my confession to you I could banish you from my head, Pretend  this letter doesn't exist if it makes you uncomfortable  But If I ever stood a chance My  mail box are always linked to                                       -76XXXXXX60 Page 2: poem You are extremely adorable  You are absolutely cute Caught my eyes since date of first From your tucked in shirt To how the way your hair is curled Now,  be somebody else's  But damn me to let you anyone else's  You are noone but mine

 It's not that you're a nerd when you sit up front, its that you could whisper to the professor and people in the back wouldn't have to know. Expect the worst. But keep in mind that life surprises you in a nice way A micro chance is better than no chance attempt, but i am more scared to be rejected than to regret To wear a white pants it takes not only you but people around you as well I just want to stop sometimes, but my success once met jealousy  I grow up and turned dark and brutal drastically. People who know me for only a year could tell the difference. However this 'dark' situation has like made me realise there are still people on the flower field. I wanna take care of them still... If you want to hate me. That is no new day (Honestly tired of this constant bad energy around) Came to the conclusion that I deserve noone but most importantly noone deserves me✨

Date 11.07.2024 The week flew like i was having fun because i did.  It was Thursday, the teacher was lecturing about The Restoration Period and it was not dark but raining heavily. I saw the pine tree surrounded by the building in the middle of the front yard showing its shoots like it was telling me 'why? i dont know'. The restoration period got us to explain some Congreve's work.   There i have to translate his dramas of dirty affairs because my mouth slipped on saying that i understood what was written on it but I didn't ask for it. Oh welp i, there i crashed when i unpurposelly highlighted the "make love" and got everyone in the room focused attention laughing. Which a teacher which i tried to become should not be doing because well for starters we're all 20 and above.

 Dated 8th July 2024 Complaints were made by senior most accusing 1st and 3rd sem students being disrespectful, not giving off seats to their elders. This seemed to be the last warning for us  I was the first one to enter the bus i wouldn't lie if i say i saw everything but i didn't hear much because well... it was a bus. I was in the back standing as the girls were only allowed to sit. Being a gentleman is not hard at all. But i started hearing some words evidently indicating a quarrel. The seats of some were empty but i wouldn't say 'all' as the bus was filled densely.  I also noticed that the girls were standing in the mid-path of the bus because they were standing. Maybe because they've heard what happened, maybe not. Now i don't pick sides. But i do know the seats behind me were empty the whole time Got filled only after the bus started . Something tells me this is not the end of it. I will not be making friends as i can barely watch out for myself as w...